I kept screaming. With all the strength I could gather, I reached up and pulled my alarm clock to the floor with me. Japanese xxx I’d never seen myself bleed so much. Damn it. Tears billowed from my eyes at the thought. No one was coming to help. I woke up. I awoke; still dark. I hate drooling. Eleven in the afternoon. Clothes, a few paperback books, my alarm clock. My mouth was so dry. Now pain. I wanted to be saved. Weak. Breaking through my aching muscles, I reached down to my feet and pulled my blanket over me. I was worthless. Why!? It felt like hours passed but the sun never rose, time was at a standstill.
