My body betrays me by orgasming. XXX . . . …releasing the tension He built. Sir always surprises me. He alternates between pleasure and pain but nothing is predictable. …when I expect pain, I am rewarded with pleasure and when I expect delivery of pleasure, I experience the slicing and cutting bite of the whip or trauma of the paddle. where the pleasure and pain become one…one sensation. …I crave the pain for the sheer pleasure of it and the pleasure stimulation causes uncomfortable sensitivity. . . …my mind disoriented to time, space and the confused reactions of my body. My Sir is quite handsome with a beautiful wide smile and dark kind loving eyes. He informs me today’s scene is going to be different than any other scene I have experienced before. Its blunt force causing blood vessels to
